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Secondhand Suffering

by Mercy Blow

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1.
Of Null 01:47
In my mind It's all so clear I understand nothing I fear Conflicted by both sides of the coin I'm sick of who I am And how I disappoint. These thoughts keep me up at night Between what's wrong And what's right. Take no prisoners Take no shit No fucking time for fools.
2.
Purge 03:15
So here I am again Stuck in a rut Pacing back and forth biting my own tongue So here I am again Left here to rot and my stomach in knots Broken words Broken bones This is my life No lessons learned What's the point Why am I here? Respecting few None to fear Clenching my fists until they bleed Nobody's fucking coming back for me So serenade me Sing me back to sleep And put me out of my misery Choking on splinters The door was slammed shut So I make due with what I got With what I got Here I am again Crucify me
3.
Stuck inside my fucking mind With this knife deep in my back I try to pull it But it's too deep Thanks to you I know nothing but pain Stuck inside my fucking mind With these thoughts of self hate Nothing but pain With both my hands on my face from this bad atmosphere And all these tears from torment couldn't be sincere All the lies from your throat They don't mean shit I'm tired of this world and it's politics Retrace my steps To resolve My life But all I do is hurt myself in the worst way In the worst way Refuse to be a target Refuse to be one's fool Which way is the wrong path That you'll point me in this time Fuck you For always trying to Fuck me Fraud Liar Fake You, you point me in the wrong way Two faced snake Your life is shit You did it You fucked up I wash my hands of this Everything you've done It means nothing
4.
Caught in this strife What is my life? Nothing but second guessing I'm sick of questioning everything I see in my life And pretend everything is alright I took my time to fix it all up All that I did was never enough I'm sick and tired of giving up "I said it's fine, just leave me alone" Picked apart Piece by piece Pressured to succeed I am nothing to me Misery in me I can't feel I can't think I can't breath From the shit you shoveled onto me I've fuckin had it I can't do it I'm giving up I've given up I'm fucking done Eye for an eye Tooth for a tooth I never win I always lose Fall to my knees Look at the sky I'm sick and tired of asking why I am the way that I am Will my life be like this till the bitter end? When I'm alone I can't help but feel down I feel like i'm no one No king No crown And when things are looking up I can't help but fuck up Because I'm drowning in my fears Blood, sweat, and tears

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released March 30, 2016

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Mercy Blow Uvurkhangai, Mongolia

2016-2018

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